6"But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your heart.
7"But I tell you the truth, it is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.
8"And He, when He comes, will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment;
9concerning sin, because they do not believe in Me;
10and concerning righteousness, because I go to the Father and you no longer see Me;
11and concerning judgment, because the ruler of this world has been judged.
12"I have many more things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now.
13"But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth; for He will not speak on His own initiative, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come.
14"He will glorify Me, for He will take of Mine and will disclose it to you.
15"All things that the Father has are Mine; therefore I said that He takes of Mine and will disclose it to you.
16"A little while, and you will no longer see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me."17Some of His disciples then said to one another, "What is this thing He is telling us, 'A little while, and you will not see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me'; and, 'because I go to the Father'?"
18So they were saying, "What is this that He says, 'A little while'? We do not know what He is talking about."
19Jesus knew that they wished to question Him, and He said to them, "Are you deliberating together about this, that I said, 'A little while, and you will not see Me, and again a little while, and you will see Me'?
20"Truly, truly, I say to you, that you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice; you will grieve, but your grief will be turned into joy.
21"Whenever a woman is in labor she has pain, because her hour has come; but when she gives birth to the child, she no longer remembers the anguish because of the joy that a child has been born into the world.
22"Therefore you too have grief now; but I will see you again, and your heart will rejoice, and no one will take your joy away from you.
A few hundred miles dont sound like much on paper
But doubt, it can tear you apart
He hopes love is strong and that hope caries on
But something cries out from his heart
The voice rants and raves and he gives in at last
To the doubt that is blocking his sight
He knows that he loves her and that
she's in God's hands
But God seems so distance tonight
Julia sits at a table alone
Sipping her coffee, she talks on the phone
To a boy she adores
Jacob, he takes every chance he can get
To tell her he loves her and hopes that she gets
All the letters he writes
And thanks God for her everynight
"I just hope this ends up alright."
She talks to her friends about dreams and ideas
And how she plans to visit next fall
"This university is all a dream to me"
She's always there when he calls
She waits on a wire and reads c.s. lewis
He always makes her feel less grownup
The distance it seems
is worse in her dreams
And doubt seems to eat her all up
Julia sits at a table alone
Sipping her coffee, she talks on the phone
To a boy she adores
Jacob, he takes every chance he can get
To tell her he loves her and hopes that she gets
All the letters he writes
And thanks God for her everynight
"I just hope this ends up alright."
Will we stay forever this way?
Theres a boy in Virginia with a bird 'round his neck
The body's decaying and he thinks this is it,
"I will die all alone."
Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink
He's feeling the burden and he starts to think,
I just wish I was home. I just wish I was home.
I just wish I was home. I just wish I was home.
Julia crosses the floor in her house
Shes feeling so restless and wants to get out
Of the house, out of town
And Jacob is trying his best to do his work
But all he can think is,
"All I want is her!"
So he calls her back up and says,
"One more thing, dear.
My heart's feeling empty,
And I just need you here.
Marry me.
Marry me. Marry me. Marry me."
Will we stay forever this way?
The dream the once was morning
Brandino
B&T strike again
Sandra -> spanish sounding solo riff
Kolbe
My accusers – broken hearts
in my memory
love and grace
picture without pixels
blessed
12-21-2-14
this is love
six more miles
approach my soul
trains
come back home
honestly
julia
5:31
covers:
buddy holly
ageless beauty
I've been thinking a long time about what it means to be me. So here is a long, roundabout way of telling you who I am.
So in John 11, a man named Lazarus dies. And Jesus brought him back to life again. And I was thinking about how Jesus did everything to impart truth. Truth was rapped up in every word that that man spoke. There was meaning behind every action. So he brings death back from life to prove a point. And that point is in John 12. He starts talking about how He's going to die.
23 Jesus replied, “Now the time has come for the Son of Man to enter into his glory. 24 I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies, it remains alone. But its death will produce many new kernels—a plentiful harvest of new lives. 25 Those who love their life in this world will lose it. Those who care nothing for their life in this world will keep it for eternity. 26 Anyone who wants to be my disciple must follow me, because my servants must be where I am. And the Father will honor anyone who serves me.
27 “Now my soul is deeply troubled. Should I pray, ‘Father, save me from this hour’? But this is the very reason I came! 28 Father, bring glory to your name.”
Then a voice spoke from heaven, saying, “I have already brought glory to my name, and I will do so again.” 29 When the crowd heard the voice, some thought it was thunder, while others declared an angel had spoken to him.
30 Then Jesus told them, “The voice was for your benefit, not mine. 31 The time for judging this world has come, when Satan, the ruler of this world, will be cast out. 32 And when I am lifted up from the earth, I will draw everyone to myself.” 33 He said this to indicate how he was going to die.
34 The crowd responded, “We understood from Scripture that the Messiah would live forever. How can you say the Son of Man will die? Just who is this Son of Man, anyway?”
35 Jesus replied, “My light will shine for you just a little longer. Walk in the light while you can, so the darkness will not overtake you. Those who walk in the darkness cannot see where they are going. 36 Put your trust in the light while there is still time; then you will become children of the light.”
After saying these things, Jesus went away and was hidden from them.
Again, we get this picture of Jesus as someone who talks in paradox. In the last chapter he said, "I am the resurrection and the life. Anyone who believes in me will live, even after dying. Everyone who lives in me and believes in me will never ever die." How can someone die, and never die at the same time? So he raises this guy from the dead to hint at the fact that He has power over death, and that anyone that believes in Him can have the same victory. We see this Guy who is troubled about having to die to prove a point. But in the end choses to prove that point to the end: that God loves us enough to die. Enough to suffer pain and persecution. So why would He do that?
Philippians chapter 2 says it this way:
3 Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. 4 Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too.
5 You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had.
6 Though he was God,
he did not think of equality with God
as something to cling to.
7 Instead, he gave up his divine privileges;
he took the humble position of a slave
and was born as a human being.
When he appeared in human form,
8 he humbled himself in obedience to God
and died a criminal’s death on a cross.
9 Therefore, God elevated him to the place of highest honor
and gave him the name above all other names,
10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11 and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.
Lewis put it this way, and this will tie it all back together of what it means to be me, and my desire to be myself and original:
"But there must be a real giving up of the self. You must throw it away 'blindly' so to speak. Christ will indeed give you a real personality: but you must not go to Him for the sake of that. As long as your own personality is what you are bothering about you are not going to Him at all. The very first step is to try to forget about the self altogether. Your real, new self (which is Christ's and also yours, and yours just because it is His) will not come as long as you are looking for it. It will come when you are looking for Him. Does that sound strange? The same principle holds, you know, for everyday matters. Even in social life, you will never make a good impression on other people until you stop thinking about what sort of impression you are making. Even in Literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you will, nine times out of ten, become original without having noticed it. The principle runs through life from top to bottom. Give up yourself, and you will find your real self. Lose your life and you will save it. Submit to death, death of your ambitions and favorite wishes every day and death of your whole body in the end: submit with every fiber of your being, and you will find eternal life. Keep back nothing. Nothing that you have not given away will be really yours. Nothing in you that has not died will ever be raised from the dead. Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin, and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else thrown in."
