(12.21.2.14:04)

your hands are cold
your eyes are soft
its not like you can sleep this off
and it's not like any of this would work

so i'll resign
i'll take the bait
it's not like you would even wait
and really now has it ever been so hard

four long years is an awful time to wait
and distance can only be so kind

i picked you up
i drove you home
it's not like you're the only one
you're just not like anyone so far

but time is short
that's it, I guess
i just don't want this to be meaningless
and really now would it really be that bad

four long years is an awful time to wait
and distance can only be so kind

what if i told you
what if i did
what if i poured my heart out
and let you in
what if i loved you
what if we did
what if now is all we have

all my life i've wanted something more to long for
i think this could be my chance
all the heat and hunger this old world could offer
it seems fine but it wont last

so try to say what's on your mind today
your eyes are calm and i must be a fool for leaving