how many times were we standing on the edge of a breakthrough?

It's summer! Can you believe it? It's only begun to sink in for me. I would've thought I'd be used to this summer vacation stuff by now. My family has moved the past four summers. I keep waiting for Dad to announce number five any day now. This was also the year I was supposed to graduate. The band Vroom reminds me of freshman year--Dan Perez, Team 202, those big computers from the stone age... Dan just got his MBA this year. Crazy. I haven't accomplished much at all. I've made some amazing friends, that's for darn sure. But there's just this weird feeling. I've never lived anywhere in my life for longer than 4 years. I've never kept any friends longer than 4 years. I've always had to leave everything and start again, and now I should be out of school. My parents have been pretty quiet about it, but I know they're disappointed I didn't graduate this year. The Liberty University vanity plate on our van still says "TJBB08". I'm disappointed too. I feel stuck, and I don't want to let you down.